I read it at least 10 times so far within the hours of posting the episode.. now I wanted to go back and read the previous ones, especially the one with Muralee's wedding/reception epi... it felt that Varsh became mature over night, she is trying sooo hard to accept and make good out of this marriage with Eshwar even though she is still not sure of her feelings for him... I just hope that she will be understanding and forgiving, but will be hurt, when the relationship of Ish and Eshwar come to light...